It worked

It worked. About 40 minutes ago, I very publicly posted why I have been feeling like shit about something very stupid. Well after I posted it, I started to get angry. After putting my thoughts out about why I felt like shit, I was able to come to terms with the fact that someone treated me like dog shit. Fuck that. I am going to delete the post because I feel better now and don't need to justify my feelings any more. I have a right to be angry. I am angry. I am ok with being angry. If you didn't get to read it, just ask me, I will tell you all the sordid details. If everything happens for a reason, then I just have to accept that it happened, and move on. I may not know the reason now or ever, but I can't be sad that someone treated me like I was less than human. Fuck you. I am a decent person, I am stupid sometimes and I forget that, but I can do anything I put my mind to. Right now I am going to go back to fixing things in my life I don't like that I can control. The things I can't control, I will leave alone. I made a success of myself despite having many obstacles to overcome, and I can do it again.